I've been doing it all wrong. I've been looking for all the things that make me feel good as if simply existing is always under attack. I am aware of many things that potentially make me feel good, but I have narrowed my vision down so much and stifled my creativity and imagination. Any time something potentially threatening surfaces, I immediately look to those things that keep me feeling good (they don't really but in my mind they are all I have) and get super anxious because I know they don't really work. So on I go, spending most of my time fighting to feel normal.
It is the opposite. I must spend my time feeling normal and be aware of the things which make me feel bad. This way, I am leaving the future undecided. There is an infinite amount of things which can make me happy. The more aware I am of those things which make me feel bad, the more I will grow to accept, understand and leave them behind.
That's all.
M83 - Intro
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